I'm fairly happy about that, I've been a lot more excited about turning nineteen than I was about turning eighteen.
I think that's because I had a fake ID at seventeen, so it was kind of 'cool' to go oI hang out with my older brothers friends a lot, so when I was seventeen and met them they thought I was awesome because I was young, but still raging all night.
As soon as I was eighteen, I've felt like people talk to me, assume I'm about twenty one, ask, find out I'm young and think I'm a noob.
I'm sure it's not really true, but I'm quite paranoid about it.
Either way, now that I'm nineteen I am no longer some barely legal amateur!
Here are a few things I would like to accomplish within the next year.
(new years resolutions are soo a month ago)
- lose weight, get fit.
But it's long overdue.
A few months ago I started exercising. Didn't last too long. The most physical activity I had done in the past three years was fucking.
After doing it for a while (exercising, not fucking) I was feeling pretty good and looking better too.
- get a decent job.
I am currently unemployed and am in desperate need of a job. As the weeks pass I am getting further and further in debt to my parents. I can tell, when/if I get that $950 KRudd promised us, im going to have to give it all to them.
- stop fucking around/get a boyfriend.
I really need to stop getting drunk and having sex with people I wouldn't if I were sober. But I would really like to have regular sex. It is a basic human need after all.
I just need self control. My lack of that is basically the root of most of my problems.
So thats about all for now. I'll keep thinking of things I need. Besides going to sleep at a reasonable hour tonight. Then maybe I can get up before midday, apply for some jobs and maybe even go for a walk!
Ride Sally, ride.
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